Day 1. My Honey on his way to Toscane with KNWU..

Hey world.

almost a month ago that i posted something overhere..

In the beginning of this month I had enteritis.. so I couldn't go to work for 2 days..

Now were's halfway Easter holidays and I finally went to fix everything as health insurance etc..

Yesterday we needed to try on our new shoes at work.. they are really ugly! men shoes.. I have almost 5cm of space between the top of my toes and the top of my shoe.. iew.. and they are really small!! :o and just not unisex or something like that.. really shoes for men.. and you need to know there are almost only girls in our store.. except a few guys..

friday I went totally crazy on the NMBS (-> trains of belgium).. I needed to wait half an hour.. and then.. the train was delayed by 50min. dear god.. pleas no! I hated it.. It was like 22.50 when I got home from work! (I worked till 20.30).. but hey.. yesterday I got my early train ( 20.18 ) so I could enjoy my evening even more :D

although my boyfriend is gone now.. well, not forever.. i hope..

I enjoyed the evening.. I went to my aunt and got a glass of champagne (for celebrating the birthday of my nephews) and then got home and did another 5km on the rollers (of my boyfriend).. I got terrible pain on my left knee and my lower back.. cycling is healthy.. ?

but hey.. when I got up this morning I felt really alone.. I got a textmessage that he was on his way from the nederlands to toscane now.. booooo! I miss him so much.. I took my teddy and cried.. and now again.. i'm crying.. and I need a break..

well hey.. I may not think about the period of time he will be gone.. and the other periods who will follow this season.. I feel so lost when I think about that.. It's not that i can't miss him.. I really can.. and that's good.. it's just.. i can't miss him that long.. :,( Sometimes I just need him to hug me, to just lie next to me, just be around..

and just listened to a song that fits in this moment.. chasing cars from snow patrol..

for my.. everything.. :

we'll do it all

everything

on our own

we don't need

anything

or anyone

If I lay here

If I just lay here

would you lie with me

and just forget the world?

I don't quite know

how to say

how I feel

Those three words

are said too much

they're not enough

...

but hey.. i'm not that sad.. i only miss him.. a lot!

but i'm happy.. that he's mine.. and he'll return :)

verry happy.

And I really hope he enjoys what he's doing as much as I enjoy my work..

ow and guys.. I need some advice..

should I follow the course "sport massage".. ? starts end may.. maybe my own birthdaypresent? to myself? :p or should I just wait a few months and first follow "massagetherapist"..

woops, now I need to go downstairs to watch the Amstel Gold race.. (starts.. NOW 14.15)

but I think I'll stay here.. ..and maybe forget the world.. and just wait until you're here.. to get your arms around me.. naah.. I just wanted to say that I should clean up my room now :)

have a nice day! x